oh my god!!...its been forever since i last updated my blog..hahah...and nw..i finally decided to update it...wells....hws my life??...its nt been goin the way i want it to be...but im copin well..hahah..uh..work's been tiring...most of the times go back late...yeah.lyk ard 11..but the past 2 days...der havent been any work...so im jus chillin at home...ahah..nwae...i dunt tink i quite understand the way dat i am...sumtimes i dunt even noe whut i wan...but theres dis sayin.the person u noe best is u...but contradictingly...dats jus the opposite for me..haha..and im laughin at the fact dat i dun understand myself...i mean...if i dunt understand myself...how the hell do i expect myself to understand someone else?...damn..i've got some big issues to handle..hahah..oh wells...i guess dats jus the barrier that im nt gonna break..hahah...dunt noe how to anyways..hahah....oh wellsssss...

The Sun's rays pierced my eyes

And i knew a new day had begun

Another day to let down this disguise

But in this very act that i drown

Why did I still play this game?

Just be myself I did say

But who am I to blame?

He made me this way

So all this while I played along

Though it left a deep cut in my heart

Knew from the beginning we dont belong

But never once did i thought to depart

Now im left all alone

Shedding tears of despair

Now i feel like hope is gone

And all this didnt seem fair...

something i wrote..way way way way back.....toodLes~