yes...i am tinkin abt old timess....jus tinkin abt it..makes me wonder how i pulled thru all the ordeals i went thru....how strong i was to overcome all dis shit at such a young age...or maybe its cuz i didnt care enuf..and dats y im hurting so much now...in my adolescent yrs....if so...why did i cry every night i went to bed?...why would i wake up each day with swollen eyes,knowin dats hes never gonna be der for me?....damn....didnt noe i was hurtin dis much.....typin abt dis...actually makes me cry....beneath these fake smiles,there's really nothing but hatred and pain....dat sounds so cliche but heck...its the truth...damn..usually...i dunt show to ppl dat im sad...but this is exceptional....dammit.....sometimes i jus feel like giving up..cuz it hurts so much....damn the world...
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