Unexpected.

every outings i've had with my wonderful
primary school friends had always been fun.but yesterday,
it wasnt even half the fun that we had always shared among
7 of us.





with new additions to the group and certain people's change of
attitude sometimes makes it so diffcult for me to have fun with the
"usual 7".so we're go as a group,but come back as two different cliques.
i hate cliques.





well,im not negative about meeting new people and letting them
have a share of the fun that the "usual 7" has but i thought the purpose of
the meet-up was to catch up and somehow,it ended up with having a
boring conversation with someone i barely know.thats no fun.
tried so hard to act like nothings wrong.but then reality sinks in that
nothings gonna be the same ever again.



like he's always with him(no.they're not gay.they are just always together.
god knows why.bt prolly i do,they're bestfrens!!!DUH?!?!)
and shes's hangin on tight to his arm like as if hes too bloody light and will
be swept away by the light breeze.(if theres anyone to be blown away,thats me ok)
and shes flirting with him,while the other her just glared at them and i was
left with the lame but fun him.hah.thank god for him.haha.
i realised i observed them too much.hmm.maybe i was bored.too bored.





now,theres not gonna be any "usual 7",we are now known as the
"usual 10" which im very uncomfortable with.









i miss the "usual 7"





*sobs.