How Old Do You Think You Guys Are?!?

its extremely funny when guys my age act
like they are in primary school.
so what,we are all 17,young adults,so
we call ourselves.but the age that we're
acting like--->ten yrs old!!!!!!
stop it with all the staring and "i must complain"
shit.!!!!!!!




MAC:if you're reading this, well den its good.bt
i dunt tink u will be so...whutever.leave the poor
insecure guy alone.maybe u should stop makin
fun of him or even laughin at other ppl's jokes
abt him!!!maybe he'll feel abit better if u stop staring
at him.like whut the hell do u get from tormenting
him.and by the way,while u're at that "im not gonna
disturb hiro" attitude,try to not be uhmmm....
how should i say this...ok..STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE?!?!
(man,i think i got issues with this guy!!!)



HIRO:jus try to be a little less insecure abt ur hair and
how others look at you.WHO CARES ABOUT MAC or
cedric makin fun of u?!!?...maybe they're all losers a
who aint gt nuting better to do and just disturb ppl
cuz they're plain jerks!!!occupy yourselves with better things
like maybe...ur hair..*giggles*kidding....



BOTH OF YOU:JUST TRY TO MAKE SA A BETTER CLASS
CAN?!?!?!?!!!?!?





stupid childish idiots...and i thot i was the childish one.
SHEESH!!!

Cockroaches Are Sooooo......EEEEEWWWWWW!!!!!!!

i hate cockroaches.like really really REALLY hate them.

i cant figure out a reasonable reason to why

people eat them,put diamonds on them as accessories

(this i know,cuz i saw it on America's Next Top Model(which is so MEEEE btw))

and etcetra etcetra.

its so icky and dirty and worst thing of all..

IT FLIES!(HAH.is that even correct?(abit

funny im talkin abt roaches and at the same

time i used the word FLIES,as in the housefly??

nevermind))

yeah!!!...like OMG!!!!its bad enough that THEY look so

godforsaken ugly,now they have to go fly around

and scare the crap outta me.SHITE!!!!

i had a few unpleasant "times" with these darn

flying roaches.heres a few.

1. theres this one time when my house seems to be infested with loads of them.it kept flying into my house.like imagine,2 bloody roaches each night.i couldnt sleep very well.for the fear of the "deadly ones"
2. my darling had an incident too.that darn thing flew right at her right shoulder and we screamed like crazy even tho it didnt touch me.hah.BUT THE CHILLS ARE JUST THERE MAN!!!!

ok.so have i told you i hate zara,rahman and lee(i tink thats his name.haha.)

well.they are all classmates of mine.so why do i hate them?

i saw this roach right infront of my feet while walkin.

so,my natural reaction would be to jus run and shout

den avoid it.that stupid zara had to kick the damn roach at

me but thank god,i was able to dodge it.so i ran,afraid that they

might still kick it to me.rahman had to go and chase me and locked

me AND I COULDNT GET AWAY.stupid zara and lee kicked the

damn thing like as if they were playing soccer and LEE SHOOOOTTSSS....

AND THE FUCKIN ROACH HIT ME....LIKE EEEEEEEEEWWWWW!!!!!!!!

I SO HATE THEM!!!!

Im A Nervous Wreck When It Comes To...

Dont you get nervous at times?

even when the slightest things occur?

sometimes u get too bloody nervous and maybe

u peed abit in ur pants or ur hands gets so

icy cold?dont u just hate being nervous?

well.i noe i do.i hate being nervous cuz it makes

me so uncomfortable and i always take quick short

breaths when i am.in the end, im left breatheless.

haha.tinking back it's kinda funny but when the nerves

acts up,nothing can cool me down.(well,except maybe

expensive chocolate ice cream or clothes.hmmm.)

so some of you might get nervous over the slightest thing.

BUT FEAR NOT!!!!!...i am in ur shoes too.ya.these are

the few things that makes me nervous..

1. Sitting for exams.
2. Thinking about my future.
3. Getting up on stage and being watched by a GAZILLION people
4. Doing things that i hate to do but i have to do it.(eg.EXAMS!!!)
5. Not knowing when my Fav tv show will end.
6. Being home alone at 1 am onwards.
7. Waiting for my handphone bill to arrive.
8. Waiting for my exam results.
9. Not knowing when im getting my pay.
10. and the list goes on....

i hate being a nervous wreck.

Shouting Helps A Great Deal

i didnt know this for sure.but i just realised that
it really did.lately,i feel so damn fucked up
and negative abt everyting.i guess im keepin
too many issues in me and i nv learn to let it out.



that is beside the point.so,anyway with all this anger
in me,it distracts me from keepin my cool while
playing the netball game today.i ended up shouting
at my team players right at the first quarter!
I NEVER EVER DI THAT B4!!!!!
well,im kinda known for being too lenient on ppl.
so it kinda shocked me that i was shouting my ass
off in the court.



i was still shouting to get ppl to work their butt off during
the second quarter.at that point of time,it didnt feel weird
at all.but thinking back,it seems awfully crazyyy....
2nd quarter den ended and weird enuf,I FELT
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRREEEAAAAAAAAAAATTT!!!!!
wow...the feelings are damn good man!like as if everyting
had been lifted off from my shoulders....
I SO LOVE NETBALL!!!!!...



3rd quarter started out great!!!!i got my first ever shot
to be able to shoot again in a game.the last time i was a shooter
was......LIKE AEONS AGO!!!...i guess i still had in me.
haha.first shot,went in with no prob.
2nd shot,FUH!!!!A TOTAL FLUSH!!!
by then, my head started to get a little "big"
and all hell broke loose.hah.of cuz im jus exaggerating,but
i knew it was all luck to start with.after that 2nd shot,
i dunt noe why, but nerves got the better of me.
haha.it finally sank in that every shot,every point depends on me
haha.talk abt no pressure.butterfingers get in the way, jelly like legs
wobble like crazy and thus,it concludes that i jus suck!!
i tink i'd better practice more.



4th quarter was such a bloody shite ass crap!!!umpires suck
at judging and suddenly without any contact to my opponent,
the ball slipped out of her hand.of cuz, i was in front of her.so i
know that she slipped it off.i was a good 1metre away from her
but i was charged with contact.damn!!!..
another one cheap ass shite to jus show that they are bias is the
3 second rule.i have this habit to bend my knees 2 times
while shooting in order to trick my opponent guarding me.
I SWEAR I ONLY DID 2 BENDS AND *PEEEEEEETTTT*
a whistle was blown against me for commiting the 3 second rule.
i got so damn pissed.


but overall,i really was feeling a bit better..YEAY.....but i still
feel like fuck now..

We Should Not Get Too Comfortable.

sigh.im gonna miss him.so damn much.
but i guess things turned out to be
the worst and the sadest case is that
i cant do anyting except to just go
along with this painful ride.oh wells,
relationships are sucha bother.


i hate now.i think mainly because
everything seems so bloody negative
and nothing good is gonna happen.
ICAs are such a drag and im falling behind
every minute that i dont listen.
today was the first time i actually listened
attentively in Statistics lecture.but i tink its
far too late cuz ICA is next week and i still havent
figure out how to use the calculator with all the
mean,standard deviation shit.see la..dunt listen
in class somemore.bleargh~


dunt noe whether to buy the SuperGirl shit.
cuz,i just dont feel like it anymore u noe.



im tired and i want to sleep but i cant.
cuz i have to bloody study..chao~

List Of Things To Buy.

yep2.pay's coming in soon.and as usual.
i do a normal,routined list of things to buy.
so here's all the stufff....

• SuperGirl tanktop-$19
• SuperGirl trucker cap-$19
• SuperGirl Black top-$39
• Any skinny jeans-$20-$30

hmm...but if anyting changes(like if i don't

prefer SuperGirl anymore)...i am most likely to get

skinny jeans from GAP.hot sia...the jeans..FUH!!...

ok la...nothing else to talk bout...ciao!

She's So Embarrasing!

she's damn stupid and embarassing.
here comes this
"used-to-be hot-but-whutever" guy.
walkin,lookin oh so cool with his
hot pink tee and normal jeans and
slippers(SLIPPERS?!?!...APEK OR WHATTTT!!!)
it was rainin a few hrs back.so floor was slippery.
guess his slippers were some cheap ass
ones.the ones that will make u slip and fall
and make u look like a total ass.
so anyway,back to story.he was walkin.
he saw her.she saw him too.but didnt realise that
he was her crush.
walkin,walkin......*SOOT*
(the sound that lousy slippers make when slippin)
he slipped.but thank god..he didnt fall.
and whut did she do when he flipped...
she had to go and MELATAR...
ok..so melatar is like...go figure it out.


how fuckin embarassing is that?!?!
its nt like she noes him,hes totally a complete
stranger,just for the fact that she has a huge crush
on him.......




well..i tink its embarrasing...stupid bitch..
yeow...my ring finger hurts mannn.....







im boreddddd....

DDR Should Be Illegal.

why?!cuz its simly addictive.it's like a
new drug for me!!!ok.so im a little bit slow
and im goin crazy for the "oldest dancing
thing" ever!!!
DDR=DanceDance Revolution.


haha.so who cares if u cant dance?!?!...
just hop along to the beat and go KRAZAY with
all the kick ass stompin on the dance mat!


there's 4 different stages for u to choose frm..
which i totally cant rmbr.but i always go for the second
stage.which is kinda KRAZAY and fast with all different
kinda steps.of cuz the last or the most pro one is super
fast!!!!..like even my eyes cudnt catch the arrows moving
cuz its so damn fast!!!!but,theres stil some ppl who can
dance along...like WOW!!!


so how much hav i spent on dis crazy shite?!?well..nt much..
maybe....
ard 50 bucksss?!?!?....shiteeee...thats alottt.....wow...im addicted.
i need to get treatment...FAST!!!!!...but its damn fun laa!!...





CRAZY SHITEEEE!!!!

12 fuckin dollars?!?!?!....

ok.this morning i woke up damn late.like what the hell
happened to my bloody alarm clock?!?!..like suddenly it decided
to always go quiet on every thursday(last week i was late.
and i ended up not coming to the class..haha)


well so i decided to take a cab.i mean,i was only done dressing up
at 7.45!!!!and thats the fastest.(this is when being a guy helps
so much!!i mean,no one cares if a guy doesnt bathe or they smell
awfully bad...NO ONE CARES ABOUT HOW UGLY A GUY LOOKS!!)
so i took a cab to NYP.

me:uncle, NYP pls.
uncle cabby:uh,Nyp where uh?
me:nanyang poly uncle.u noe, at yck there.
uncle cabby:uh..polyclinic?
me:(rolls eyes)no uncle...POLYTECHNIC!!!...
uncle:ok.

sialla!!!wth..what wud i go polyclinic so bloody early?i dunt tink its even
bloody open!!!like im late ald,uncle cabby has to think like the pace of a
running snail!!!tats still slow!!!!


me:uncle,cn reach by 8 anot??
uncle cabby:aiyah can la..



and...suddenly we jus talked about stuff.he talked abt his life
and i did mine.was fun atually.he's like a granpa i nv had.hes
malay btw.hah.ok..back to topic..12 FREAKIN DOLLAS?!?!?!...
SHUT UP!!!!!



bah~den now im freakin broke and i cant play DDR today..when's
my pay comin in..im a poor fuck!!!

A Little Too Skimpy??

are all my clothes skimpy?
well,a fren of mine actually indicated that i
reveal too much.and what was i wearing??
my superman shirt and jeans and sneakers
to go along the whole
"i-dunt-care-how-i look-i-just-wanna-get-dressed" look.



okay.so the shirt was a lil too short.could see a lil
part or stomach.butbut...i didnt tink it was skimpy.
on the contrary,i tot it was tomboyish.bah~..haha.


so wadsup with boys having to comment on how girls dress
and all?cant they just keep they bloody mouth shut?!?
man,dont like what u see,SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!...



i mean,im not askin you to like ogle at me..its nt dat i hav anyting
to be ogled at.i noe i belong to the "unfortunate" looking one.
meaning,im nt that pretty and i dunt have that superest duperest
figure.wanna comment...just dont freakin look!!



anyway,skimpy for me,is like dressing like a prostitute.
I DONT FREAKIN DRESS LIKE A FREAKEN PROSTITUTE....
bahh~~...




man,im nt scolding or tegoring u on whutever u said to me.i noe its good
advice, but all i wore was that.but watever,we have different views on
certain things..bah~~

Making Out=Romantic?

i'd totally absolutely 100-percently say NO!
i mean.hw does making out shows how a person
is romantic?how did i come to this conclusion?
well,it certainly helps having loads of guy friends
and some horny little bitches as my girlfriends.


up to 95% of my guyfriends said making out is
absolutely romantic.but i only asked like 7 guys
but whatever.
like are u guys horny or what?!?!
i mean,if u truly love someone,it wudnt matter
if u have that making out session with the
other partner or not right?
can u imagine,like having a tongue-ing session
which is like YUCK!!!...and they think they are romantic??
HUH?!?!?!?!
with all that gross saliva dripping....fuck..im gaggin myself.
bah~




ok,im not saying that i truly am against kissing.
but isnt frenchin like yuck??!!?...I tink a passionate kiss
would be romantic.like u noe..
i-cant0live-without-u kiss.lovely ryte??..
sigh...im still waiting for ashton kutcher to share that kiss
with me.BUT WHAT THE HELL!!
its ashton kutcher!!!
i'd gladly share a bed(or even do somethin under the covers.haha)
with my ashton kutcher!!!