its ultimately funny how these teenagers are shouting or rather displaying their acts of hate. like for no bloody reason they're lyk..."I HATE YOU!...STOP RUINING MY LIFE!"...haha...teens....but i personally tink its gettin really out of hand.yes...go ahead display all ur angst..but not to the extend of being VERY RUDE to ur parents....after all, they's the ones who made u..haha...cliche?...yea...but its all d truth u noee..seeing this immature kids gettin angry with such trivial matters makes me wanna kick theirs goddamn assess and wake them up.....i meannn LIFE IS ALL NOT THAT BAD....!!...u're jus pitying ur small lil self and makin the world to look as if its ALL THAT BAD!!...GOODNESS...get a life cann....especially those who're like expressing themselves....like way way way way way way too much....LYK GET A FREAKEN LIFE ALD LAAA....damn attention seekers...they think they're like oh so great with tat "im angry dun piss me" attitude...HAH!..they're jus showin how freakin vulnerable they are...goodnesss......idiots!!...






anyhooo...back to my happy go lucky life...hahah....i was supposed to update ytd...but change of plansss..hahah..sooo....spent the evening with nam and inahhh(her name is sakinah...she doesnt lyk to be called sak whereas i lyk to call her sakkk..but im changing.)....hahah..goodness...WE WERE ALL SO WACKYY...as usualll..im d noisy one..nt dat im proud of it...but hell!!...hah..laughin and laughin and STOP...den more laughing...I LOVE ALL MY PEEPIES(lyk tat totally meant sumting else!?!?!?...hahah)anywayyy...one plain incident to realli prove that IM A PURE IDIOT...hhaha..i was at LJS tampines...and here comes this small kid.....lookin oh so cute with his eyessss....ahahah....i was holdin the knife on my left hand....sooo..basically...when i see kids...i'll tease dem with a "peace" sign....SUBCONCIOUSLY!...dis knife made me peace sign turn into a middle finger thats oh so VULGAR!!...haha...thank god the poor kid's father wasnt lookin at it...if he was...i tink im the one who will see the middle finger upclose.so all of us were lauughin lyk nobody's businesss....everyone were staring..but heck..dis is way too funny!!(nt that i care whther they're lookin anot..)...hah.....sooo..basicallllyy..it ended with us sitting under the HDB blocks...crappin all the wayy....thot i actually lost my ezlink card..but it was actually STUCKED between my FAKE leather belt...GOODNESSS...a sigh of relief laaaa!!!......i was panickin lyk crazyyyyyy....shit..why mus i be so dumbbbb..hahaha







anywayyyy..that sums it all la...nutin much to say todayyy...ahaha..soo..i'll update again wen theres sumtin to update yeA??...Loves all of u peepsss

ultra boredom again....waiting....for whut i dunt noe whutt..hahahah.....damnnn..anywayy..wanna make a shoutout....for my HAFIZ...ok....nt mine..but whuteverrr,...HAPPY BELATED BDAEEE!!!...AND My marcia darlingggggg............happy bdae to u toooo!!!!..yeey....ok byeee...goodness..i should go kill myself...

goodness..im lyk oh so bored...im online but im nt chatting....im jus so BORED!!!........dang ittt.....bored bored bored bored bored......since im so bored....i decided to play a gameee.....lets see how many words i can get from the word...BORED...

WORDS i find frm the WORD.....B-O-R-E-D!

1. bore
2. red
3. bod(i dunt noe wth is dat)
4. boe(still dunt noe whuts that)
5. orb
6. rob
7. bed
8. dorb(dunt noe whuts that..but it sounds lyk a word..)
9. i cant fuckin tink of any other words...sigh...

lets jus forget it and i shall NOT inform ppl on hw PATHETIC my life can getttt....

playing a PRANK on LACEY_GRACE_HILTON is oh so FUN!!!...hahah...damnnn..jus tinkin abt hw FREAKED out she was PRICELESS!!!...haha...early in d morn was called a PIG by her after she found out abt the prank..hahaha..oh wells...but it wasnt a mean prank ryte GRACE???....sooo...i guesss..its ayteee...wakakakak.....anyHOO....today was a study dayy for me...well...it wasnt exactly totally 100 percent-LY spent on studyin(of cuz u guys shud noe that ryte??)...haha...basicalllyyyy...we were all AARON-ing abt...(thats crappin...but in the AARON language...hahaha)sooo...i guess thats all laaa....KHALDUN brought his two frens along...which was okk..cept for the fact that his fren(totally dunt noe his name...)realli LAUGH lyk KHALDUN.....so its lyk when they both laugh...its a MULTI COMBO of KHALDUN!!...hahah...imagine dattt....WACKED!!!...hahaha...he disturbs ppl too mann...damnnn....i tink pasir ris ppl are all WACKED...hahahaha.....soo..nw im BORED...nuting to dooo.....hahah....sooooooooooo..yaaa...toodles!!....

today was reallli funn....im only gonna tell u abt the fun parttt...cuz its FUN!!....yeyyy!!...anywayyy..went to bugis to have our realli early dinner den all of us WALKED to esplanade to meet amanda and kah hui....oh btw..us meant SA...hahaha...oh wells...nwae...went der....toook loads pf pics..i tell u we were all cam whores...when someone says" hey...i wanna take a pic with one of u only" but it turns out..everyone will be in the picc..hahah...wthhh...CAM WHORESS!!...but we're all proud....yay-ness...anywayy.....guess we all jus chilled most of the timess...yeah..den we totally came out with this lame game of kickin the bottle ard...at first it was only lyk playing monkey...but afterr that it was..."monkey...gorrilla CHIMPANZEE"...U NOE that song....that weird camp songs abt that species which looks lyk uss..hahah..oh wells....anyhooo.....after gettin tired wit that game(we were nt the monkey but we were tired......aaron with the double A was the monkeyy..hes a real lazy monkey)we all lyk change game to "GO JUMP BACK"...basically its a cocentration game where of cuz we hav to cncentrate..hahaha...fucken funny i tell yaaa.....ESPECIALLY HIROO!!...goodnesss...that japanese kiddoooo.....cracks me uppp.....SO ....the whole SA was creating noise pollution and believe..its OH SO NOISYYY.....hahaha..but funn laaaa...hahah....i guessss thats alllll...haha...i LOVE DEM!!!

yayness!!..im here updatingggg...but..i tink i shud go change the backgrd..fuckin uglyy..hahahaaha...i only chose it cuz of the modelllsss..loves it!!!..ok....goin on a blogskin spree!!

so whut exactly happen ytd??...

well..in short....ALL THE GREATEST TINGS HAPPEN YTD....hahahahaha...im so lyk hyper early in d freakin mornn..ahahah.....a HI and a BYE can really changed my mood man..hahahaha....i feel so cock up cuz of sumtin so trivial but im lyk so friggin happy..wuuhooo...well..ok laa..and den..lets talk abt the outing with my pri skool bestest ppl!!!!....its was a one word outing....FUN!!...hahah..well basically....it was all up to the BLACK MUMBAS to be looney....ahahaha....pekebun was there as well..taking pics of the grasses...dats bcuz hes takin dis course called....HORNYCULTURE??......or isit horticulture??....hahah..i dunt tink its d first option..jus makin fun of him larrsss..hahahah..we had a fun phototaking session tgt...hahah...being wacky..and crappy....walked frm bugis to esplanade....den to clark quay..hahahah..i tink...cant really rmbr..cuz we were hacing so much fun!!...hahahah.....i missed dem alot sia...my bestest peepssss.....its such a wonder dat we still do keep in contact..hahahaha....yey!!!......gonna upload some picss....wuuhopoooo..check out my frenster yall!!!

yey!!!finally...

yes3...im freakin updatin u guys abt my life...but actually...im jus freakin bored sia...currently at school nw...in internet and web technologies class....its a stupid class...hahaha....i mean..im lyk so damn bad at computers and here i am..learnin hw to deal with microsoft frontpage...gee...but oh wells...lemme jus get thru dis lyk i do each week...nt dat its entirely boring cuz my classmates are lyk shouting non stop...for no freakin reasons...haha..mad class im in..wakakakaka...well so...the teacher is lyk babblin abt dis..but personally..i tink dat its lyk dumb...cuz we hav the book...and we can lyk so learn it on our own...of cuz la...its jus abt whether we will do it without a teacher's guidance or not...hahahah....for me...i dunt i'll do it if she never go thru...so ok...is dis good or bad?....omigod..im like contradicting myself...darn darn stupid..haix....well..ok la...since im jus blabbing nonsense..gonna go off nw..toodles~

tinking of old times...

yes...i am tinkin abt old timess....jus tinkin abt it..makes me wonder how i pulled thru all the ordeals i went thru....how strong i was to overcome all dis shit at such a young age...or maybe its cuz i didnt care enuf..and dats y im hurting so much now...in my adolescent yrs....if so...why did i cry every night i went to bed?...why would i wake up each day with swollen eyes,knowin dats hes never gonna be der for me?....damn....didnt noe i was hurtin dis much.....typin abt dis...actually makes me cry....beneath these fake smiles,there's really nothing but hatred and pain....dat sounds so cliche but heck...its the truth...damn..usually...i dunt show to ppl dat im sad...but this is exceptional....dammit.....sometimes i jus feel like giving up..cuz it hurts so much....damn the world...

weee~~~

yesterday.....i went to kak bas's pit.....ok wait....dats lyk such a boring way to start thissss!!!!..damn!!!...

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HEY MANNNNN!!!WHHUTSUP YALLL?!?!?!?!?!?.....haix..ok...im jus tryin too hard la ok...hahah..nwae..went to changi beach to kak bas's pit...was ok la...only finger food....according to nola...yea....met up with kak bas and all those wonderful peeps who have been missed by me..hahah....yea wellss ok.....beach wasnt dat windy..its been sucha long time since i last went to d beach...but i lyk ecb better....hahahah...nwae....Oral Comm ICA is lyk in 2 days time..and i havent even started on it...damn!!!!...hahah..ok laaa...nutting else to sayyy...soooo...toodles...hey..its been sucha long time since i wrote sumting of my own uh??..maybe i shud start soon..but im nt feelin sad or anyting lately...i tink im deprived of any sad feelings.....hahah...oh wells...nwae...here are some pics taken....ENJOY!!!! *here*

Ola....im here updating cuz of oh-so-wonderful Aaron who reminded me dat i actually have a blog....so here i am..updating...haha..so hows my life??..im doin quite fine with everyting....hah..today was my one of my stupid days...i actually took the wrong train to school today..i took the one headign to pasri ris siaaa...and i only realised i was on the wrong train when i was in simei...and when i realised it...i was too late....doors were ald closed....why wasnt i aware...oh cuz i was busy studying my stupid statistics notes and my ears were plugged in with "hips don't lie" by shakira ft wyclef jean repeatedly..haix....and i was lyk rushing to school...i made it to school with only 2 mins to spare from being late.....lyk thank god siaaa!!..den i actually saw isa strolling outside...hahah..said he didnt wan to go to lecture..and actually skipped it..hahah....tsk3..bad boy huh??...anyhow...lyk whutever..its his life....lalalal.....

dats all laaa...nuting else to saaayyyyy..feelin ever-so sleepy.....so..bbye!!!

its been such a long long long long time.....

well hey!!guess whos backback again...nani's back...tell a fren...hahah...Lame Ass as always...so..hey....im jus plain bored la....haha

so hows nyp Life yaLL ask??..hahs...weLL...its ok....abit above average..with rahman aka tyson being in d same class...i've never felt dat attached b4..hahaha...wells....im nt gonna tell every little detail....jus....gonna talk abt today..

so hey...todays fri...but actually...i dunt hav class..but der was poa make up lesson for today....yea...started at 3...finish at 5...den me,marcia,fahreeq and su headed to city hall to jus crap..haha...as in walk ard....yes....walk3...went to bk at marina square to eat...den off to esplanade...to jus chill ya noee....had a fun time talkin to dem..yey!!...haha...laugh and crap and den laugh summore and den crap..hahah...den all of us decided to see alvin skate at somerset...den of we were to somerset...haha...it was lyk 9 when we reached somerset...haha..gt to see him make some moves...Lovvveeeelllllyyy...hahaha...and den he shook his bonbons..haha...NOICE...hahahah...wells...den we decided to jus go home....but we walked to orchard mrt....and den...home was the next and last destination...

so..yes...dat was my day...anyway...SW is one of the most important thhing that occured to me...ppl are fun...they're nt so selfish....ok la..nt all....but u noe..most of it.....anan..im so blessed to hav demmmm....Loves it..ok la....this is gettin boring..so bye!.....

P.S:im changin my skin....dis one sucks!!..*blueks*

everyday's gettin boring-er and im running out of cash....its so runnin low...but oh wells...whutever..hahaha..im jus fuckin bored uh..nyp's orientation's coming up....on this wed....12th of apr...it has to fall on dat fateful day....and bcus of dat..im deprived of celebratign it with my beloved frens....pri and sec school frens...haix...nwae..spend the nyte with nadiah and din!!!...its been such a long time since i last hung out with dem....it was great uh!!!..Loves it...as usual..me and nadiah got wacky and KRAZEE with makin weird noises..hahah....and din too was lyk u noe...layan-ning us...haha...Loves Him and Her....my bestest pals....im lyk the closest with dem both..hahah..dats all la....nwae...im gg to meet nad tml....gonna go otu and hav fun ya noe...lyk we used too...but such a sad ting dat its no longer with the others...haix..oh wells....good times pass by fast.....damn..i really miss the old times..

minahs wanna LIE!minahs wanna CRY!minahs wanna FUCK!...oh wells...im jus so so so so so FUCKIN disgusted with minahs....fuck o fuck o fuck o fuck o....lalala....dunt ask y...

so my day was ok..met up with sarah first to hav lunch at LJS dat i didnt finish...was supposed to go to work at 12 but heck...dey cancelled it and dey had to go amk at nyte...im lyk...wth...are u mad??..i'd rather sleep man.its lyk...i havent had enuf sleep as it is..wanna let me work summore....later get scolded..ahaha...den hw?...ya so...den i spend the whole day with sarah and nat...watched keeping mum...bloody hell was it good..hahah...den met up with small boy for a while....lalal....till 8.15...den go back...hahaha....

dats all uh..actually..imlyk lazy to update...so...ya..bye!!

HI!!...had a fun fun fun day today with my gfs...hahah..started out with me meetin nam and nad and off we were heading to bugis....went to crap at bugis with nuting much to do..jus window shopping..and nam was lyk wastin a whole lot of time at body shop without buying anyting..hahah...i pity the salesgirl attending to us...after viewin bits and pieces of bugis...we all decided to grab sumtin to eat...cuz i was dead hungry.l..ok..nt dead hungry...but u noe...hahaha...after dat we headed to borders at wheelock place to meet kak ayu and kak lin..hahah..found dem..and den off we were to LJS at shaw house...hahah....kak ayu laughs oh so loudly...and den when ppl stares...kak lin will be lyk.."ape stare2?tk penah nmpk org ketawe ke?"..haha..gangsta in d house...nwae...dey are the cutest bunch of ppl uh..who knew dey were so much fun?!!?..hahaha...well...dey surprised me...den walked ard town for a bit....bought a Lame ass calvin klein parfume...hahah...den of we were to esplanade...didnt noe whut d hell we were doin der...but oh wells..ghahah...den to marina square...chilled at Mac for a while...met up with aidil...and walked and crapped for a while..hahahaha..nwae...i bought a ripcurl bag(flash and splash at city link-65 bux),a FOX top(FOX women at marina square-26 bux),op 3/4 pants(OP at wisma atria-28 bux)...i tink dats it uh..hahaha...well..my day ended with me meetin my small boy..hahah...talked for a bit....yea...dats all....

ok uh...i dunt hav anyting else to say...so im jus endign here...nyte!

i sooooooo LOVE jon bon jovi!!!!hes so so so so sizzlin HOT man!!!...hahah..i jus watched him on oprah and woarh!....fuckin HOT as ever!!!..and gt dis one scene ryte....he was lyk..."thanks BABES"...OMG!!!!....dats so totally my word....hahahah...ok..maybe nt only mine...with nola as well..hahahah...hes so HOT and filthy rich..he donated USD $1 million to oprahs show...fuckin rich ryte??..and hes lyk an eye candy..hahahaha..Loveeeee-Ly...wuuho.....imlyk so hyper ryte nw..jus tinkin abt jon bon jovi....hes HOT!!!!lalala....haix...i want to see him uh..how come he never hold a concert in Singapore??...if he does...im lyk so goin..but see first uh..wudnt be fun to go jus alone u nw...must bring a couple of frens...BETTER!!!...PRAYIN...DAT he comes to SIngapore...hahahaha....KEEP ON WISHING SIA!!!!!!...

**its FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN negligence**

its been a while since i last updated huh...oh wells...nw here i come to update u with my life...so here goes...

lets talk abt startin school...for some reason...im so not lookin forward to it...dunt noe why...jus dunt too feel to hyped abt it...LaLaLa....skool suck...i jus wanna hav fun...*girls jus wanna hav fun*...yada yada yada...

work...im so gonna miss workin at moto...moto is lyk fun nw...so yea...ppl der are all fun..Loves dem to pieces...gonna miss all the mak ciks and the gossips...oh wells...i can always hav gossips...hahah....but..its lyk wit diff ppl...im lyk even talkin lyk a makcik!!!...hahah..dunt noe whether to take dat as a compliment or insult..oh wells....nwae..gonna miss cik gunting,cik teka teki..hahaha..kak bas...cik su...aww man...jus tinkin abt nt seein dem as often as i used to jus makes me sad...HAD...FAS..HAHA....most wonderful guy frens at moto...if any way u guys are readin dis...sorry uh..if i lyk hurt yall in sum way or another...keep in contact ya!??!...must make sure....hahahah..oh wells...

so hey..whut happened lately?...my latest outin was wit the moto peeps...an outing to east coast...wow...fun fun fun fun..!!!...hahaha...we played truth or dare...hahahah...fun!!...joked lyk mad...hahah..gt dis one incident...cik su actualli used A DIGITAL CAMERA the way she used the normal ancient camere...hahah..so lyk..she looked thru the lens lor....i was lyk laughin the loudest..mean..but yea!!...funny!!...hurhurhur....whut the hell...kak bas's children are all so MOFO cute man...especially the twins uh...fadilla and fazirah..and faresha....and farahin....dey are all cute uh...Loves dem!!!hahahah...

well..i guess dats all uh..nutin much..jus feelin confused dis few days...yea....but cant tell any further...haix...i so dunt noe whut to do uh!!...fuck it..im so bloody problematic!!!...damn...

**its FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN negligence**

dats a quote frm "fragile" btw..hahah

TIMES???...MOTO???...TIMES????MOTO???...man...i DUNT noe which one TO go..its lyk..if i go times..its so gonna be relaxing..its lyk..i can even lie down to do the work man...but MOTO??.....so bloody diff...its too rushing...and i HATE rushing..and ders lyk a bigger possibility dat we might go home late if i go work at moto...damn...with all the bad points pointin at moto...why shud i go moto..??..wells...i guess im jus goin moto...damn...and i havent even wash my smoke...damn3...

so..whut else can i talk abt?...oh ya soccer!!...was fun man..hahah...matches were great..even the clique was great...such fun ppl...LYK ME!!!...aahah...den..first match against sum team...we won..den second match against SENORE-TARDS...we WON man!!ahahah..all thanz to nola's goal...damn nice...anyhows...its lyk..im d defender of the game...last man dey say...well..i dunt noe whut the hell is dat...hahah..but it was fun la..sum bloody player kept kickin my thigh..oh wells...fun to get kicked now and den...bLeargh~~

yet again i LIE
disapproving to this fact
i jus dunt noe why
am i loving him only in abstract?


why do i do dis?
is the wrong conscience pricking me?
now HE realises dats somethings amiss
oh pls....jus let me be...


im gettin all confused
abt whether we're meant to be
and im gettin my heart bruised
when my emotions cant run free

ok...dis is jus sumtin i wrote...no connections with whoever...was jus tinkin abt my blog url...u noe...addictive lying...and den...i had an "inspiration" for a title...LYING...yeah..really...got no connection with me...i swear REDZUAN..hahahaha.....wth.....CiaO!!

f u c k