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NoNo.I Only Posed!!It Wasnt That Bad!!

yes.the one lying on the floor lookin weird was me.of course, i was exaggerating.actually, i was up and ready to go but Aaron wanted to take a pic so i decided to give a wacky pose.haha.i love that my leg was in the air.cute right?haha.the way i feel was cuter.

with a cup of drink in my hand,i skated like a pro.keyword here is LIKE.didnt see a bump ahead of me so with full speed,i hit the bump and next second i noe i splashed my "not paid by me but paid by Aaron" drink all on the road.haha.i spilled it in a curve motion so the spill was also in a curve motion.but dumb Aaron dint take the curve as well.WHERES UR ARTISTIC POINT OF VIEW AARON?!!?...

blading was so fun man.but quite tiring.anyway,thats all.toodles

How Old Do You Think You Guys Are?!?

its extremely funny when guys my age act
like they are in primary school.
so what,we are all 17,young adults,so
we call ourselves.but the age that we're
acting like--->ten yrs old!!!!!!
stop it with all the staring and "i must complain"
shit.!!!!!!!




MAC:if you're reading this, well den its good.bt
i dunt tink u will be so...whutever.leave the poor
insecure guy alone.maybe u should stop makin
fun of him or even laughin at other ppl's jokes
abt him!!!maybe he'll feel abit better if u stop staring
at him.like whut the hell do u get from tormenting
him.and by the way,while u're at that "im not gonna
disturb hiro" attitude,try to not be uhmmm....
how should i say this...ok..STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE?!?!
(man,i think i got issues with this guy!!!)



HIRO:jus try to be a little less insecure abt ur hair and
how others look at you.WHO CARES ABOUT MAC or
cedric makin fun of u?!!?...maybe they're all losers a
who aint gt nuting better to do and just disturb ppl
cuz they're plain jerks!!!occupy yourselves with better things
like maybe...ur hair..*giggles*kidding....



BOTH OF YOU:JUST TRY TO MAKE SA A BETTER CLASS
CAN?!?!?!?!!!?!?





stupid childish idiots...and i thot i was the childish one.
SHEESH!!!

Cockroaches Are Sooooo......EEEEEWWWWWW!!!!!!!

i hate cockroaches.like really really REALLY hate them.

i cant figure out a reasonable reason to why

people eat them,put diamonds on them as accessories

(this i know,cuz i saw it on America's Next Top Model(which is so MEEEE btw))

and etcetra etcetra.

its so icky and dirty and worst thing of all..

IT FLIES!(HAH.is that even correct?(abit

funny im talkin abt roaches and at the same

time i used the word FLIES,as in the housefly??

nevermind))

yeah!!!...like OMG!!!!its bad enough that THEY look so

godforsaken ugly,now they have to go fly around

and scare the crap outta me.SHITE!!!!

i had a few unpleasant "times" with these darn

flying roaches.heres a few.

1. theres this one time when my house seems to be infested with loads of them.it kept flying into my house.like imagine,2 bloody roaches each night.i couldnt sleep very well.for the fear of the "deadly ones"
2. my darling had an incident too.that darn thing flew right at her right shoulder and we screamed like crazy even tho it didnt touch me.hah.BUT THE CHILLS ARE JUST THERE MAN!!!!

ok.so have i told you i hate zara,rahman and lee(i tink thats his name.haha.)

well.they are all classmates of mine.so why do i hate them?

i saw this roach right infront of my feet while walkin.

so,my natural reaction would be to jus run and shout

den avoid it.that stupid zara had to kick the damn roach at

me but thank god,i was able to dodge it.so i ran,afraid that they

might still kick it to me.rahman had to go and chase me and locked

me AND I COULDNT GET AWAY.stupid zara and lee kicked the

damn thing like as if they were playing soccer and LEE SHOOOOTTSSS....

AND THE FUCKIN ROACH HIT ME....LIKE EEEEEEEEEWWWWW!!!!!!!!

I SO HATE THEM!!!!

Im A Nervous Wreck When It Comes To...

Dont you get nervous at times?

even when the slightest things occur?

sometimes u get too bloody nervous and maybe

u peed abit in ur pants or ur hands gets so

icy cold?dont u just hate being nervous?

well.i noe i do.i hate being nervous cuz it makes

me so uncomfortable and i always take quick short

breaths when i am.in the end, im left breatheless.

haha.tinking back it's kinda funny but when the nerves

acts up,nothing can cool me down.(well,except maybe

expensive chocolate ice cream or clothes.hmmm.)

so some of you might get nervous over the slightest thing.

BUT FEAR NOT!!!!!...i am in ur shoes too.ya.these are

the few things that makes me nervous..

1. Sitting for exams.
2. Thinking about my future.
3. Getting up on stage and being watched by a GAZILLION people
4. Doing things that i hate to do but i have to do it.(eg.EXAMS!!!)
5. Not knowing when my Fav tv show will end.
6. Being home alone at 1 am onwards.
7. Waiting for my handphone bill to arrive.
8. Waiting for my exam results.
9. Not knowing when im getting my pay.
10. and the list goes on....

i hate being a nervous wreck.

Shouting Helps A Great Deal

i didnt know this for sure.but i just realised that
it really did.lately,i feel so damn fucked up
and negative abt everyting.i guess im keepin
too many issues in me and i nv learn to let it out.



that is beside the point.so,anyway with all this anger
in me,it distracts me from keepin my cool while
playing the netball game today.i ended up shouting
at my team players right at the first quarter!
I NEVER EVER DI THAT B4!!!!!
well,im kinda known for being too lenient on ppl.
so it kinda shocked me that i was shouting my ass
off in the court.



i was still shouting to get ppl to work their butt off during
the second quarter.at that point of time,it didnt feel weird
at all.but thinking back,it seems awfully crazyyy....
2nd quarter den ended and weird enuf,I FELT
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRREEEAAAAAAAAAAATTT!!!!!
wow...the feelings are damn good man!like as if everyting
had been lifted off from my shoulders....
I SO LOVE NETBALL!!!!!...



3rd quarter started out great!!!!i got my first ever shot
to be able to shoot again in a game.the last time i was a shooter
was......LIKE AEONS AGO!!!...i guess i still had in me.
haha.first shot,went in with no prob.
2nd shot,FUH!!!!A TOTAL FLUSH!!!
by then, my head started to get a little "big"
and all hell broke loose.hah.of cuz im jus exaggerating,but
i knew it was all luck to start with.after that 2nd shot,
i dunt noe why, but nerves got the better of me.
haha.it finally sank in that every shot,every point depends on me
haha.talk abt no pressure.butterfingers get in the way, jelly like legs
wobble like crazy and thus,it concludes that i jus suck!!
i tink i'd better practice more.



4th quarter was such a bloody shite ass crap!!!umpires suck
at judging and suddenly without any contact to my opponent,
the ball slipped out of her hand.of cuz, i was in front of her.so i
know that she slipped it off.i was a good 1metre away from her
but i was charged with contact.damn!!!..
another one cheap ass shite to jus show that they are bias is the
3 second rule.i have this habit to bend my knees 2 times
while shooting in order to trick my opponent guarding me.
I SWEAR I ONLY DID 2 BENDS AND *PEEEEEEETTTT*
a whistle was blown against me for commiting the 3 second rule.
i got so damn pissed.


but overall,i really was feeling a bit better..YEAY.....but i still
feel like fuck now..

We Should Not Get Too Comfortable.

sigh.im gonna miss him.so damn much.
but i guess things turned out to be
the worst and the sadest case is that
i cant do anyting except to just go
along with this painful ride.oh wells,
relationships are sucha bother.


i hate now.i think mainly because
everything seems so bloody negative
and nothing good is gonna happen.
ICAs are such a drag and im falling behind
every minute that i dont listen.
today was the first time i actually listened
attentively in Statistics lecture.but i tink its
far too late cuz ICA is next week and i still havent
figure out how to use the calculator with all the
mean,standard deviation shit.see la..dunt listen
in class somemore.bleargh~


dunt noe whether to buy the SuperGirl shit.
cuz,i just dont feel like it anymore u noe.



im tired and i want to sleep but i cant.
cuz i have to bloody study..chao~

List Of Things To Buy.

yep2.pay's coming in soon.and as usual.
i do a normal,routined list of things to buy.
so here's all the stufff....

• SuperGirl tanktop-$19
• SuperGirl trucker cap-$19
• SuperGirl Black top-$39
• Any skinny jeans-$20-$30

hmm...but if anyting changes(like if i don't

prefer SuperGirl anymore)...i am most likely to get

skinny jeans from GAP.hot sia...the jeans..FUH!!...

ok la...nothing else to talk bout...ciao!

She's So Embarrasing!

she's damn stupid and embarassing.
here comes this
"used-to-be hot-but-whutever" guy.
walkin,lookin oh so cool with his
hot pink tee and normal jeans and
slippers(SLIPPERS?!?!...APEK OR WHATTTT!!!)
it was rainin a few hrs back.so floor was slippery.
guess his slippers were some cheap ass
ones.the ones that will make u slip and fall
and make u look like a total ass.
so anyway,back to story.he was walkin.
he saw her.she saw him too.but didnt realise that
he was her crush.
walkin,walkin......*SOOT*
(the sound that lousy slippers make when slippin)
he slipped.but thank god..he didnt fall.
and whut did she do when he flipped...
she had to go and MELATAR...
ok..so melatar is like...go figure it out.


how fuckin embarassing is that?!?!
its nt like she noes him,hes totally a complete
stranger,just for the fact that she has a huge crush
on him.......




well..i tink its embarrasing...stupid bitch..
yeow...my ring finger hurts mannn.....







im boreddddd....

DDR Should Be Illegal.

why?!cuz its simly addictive.it's like a
new drug for me!!!ok.so im a little bit slow
and im goin crazy for the "oldest dancing
thing" ever!!!
DDR=DanceDance Revolution.


haha.so who cares if u cant dance?!?!...
just hop along to the beat and go KRAZAY with
all the kick ass stompin on the dance mat!


there's 4 different stages for u to choose frm..
which i totally cant rmbr.but i always go for the second
stage.which is kinda KRAZAY and fast with all different
kinda steps.of cuz the last or the most pro one is super
fast!!!!..like even my eyes cudnt catch the arrows moving
cuz its so damn fast!!!!but,theres stil some ppl who can
dance along...like WOW!!!


so how much hav i spent on dis crazy shite?!?well..nt much..
maybe....
ard 50 bucksss?!?!?....shiteeee...thats alottt.....wow...im addicted.
i need to get treatment...FAST!!!!!...but its damn fun laa!!...





CRAZY SHITEEEE!!!!

12 fuckin dollars?!?!?!....

ok.this morning i woke up damn late.like what the hell
happened to my bloody alarm clock?!?!..like suddenly it decided
to always go quiet on every thursday(last week i was late.
and i ended up not coming to the class..haha)


well so i decided to take a cab.i mean,i was only done dressing up
at 7.45!!!!and thats the fastest.(this is when being a guy helps
so much!!i mean,no one cares if a guy doesnt bathe or they smell
awfully bad...NO ONE CARES ABOUT HOW UGLY A GUY LOOKS!!)
so i took a cab to NYP.

me:uncle, NYP pls.
uncle cabby:uh,Nyp where uh?
me:nanyang poly uncle.u noe, at yck there.
uncle cabby:uh..polyclinic?
me:(rolls eyes)no uncle...POLYTECHNIC!!!...
uncle:ok.

sialla!!!wth..what wud i go polyclinic so bloody early?i dunt tink its even
bloody open!!!like im late ald,uncle cabby has to think like the pace of a
running snail!!!tats still slow!!!!


me:uncle,cn reach by 8 anot??
uncle cabby:aiyah can la..



and...suddenly we jus talked about stuff.he talked abt his life
and i did mine.was fun atually.he's like a granpa i nv had.hes
malay btw.hah.ok..back to topic..12 FREAKIN DOLLAS?!?!?!...
SHUT UP!!!!!



bah~den now im freakin broke and i cant play DDR today..when's
my pay comin in..im a poor fuck!!!

A Little Too Skimpy??

are all my clothes skimpy?
well,a fren of mine actually indicated that i
reveal too much.and what was i wearing??
my superman shirt and jeans and sneakers
to go along the whole
"i-dunt-care-how-i look-i-just-wanna-get-dressed" look.



okay.so the shirt was a lil too short.could see a lil
part or stomach.butbut...i didnt tink it was skimpy.
on the contrary,i tot it was tomboyish.bah~..haha.


so wadsup with boys having to comment on how girls dress
and all?cant they just keep they bloody mouth shut?!?
man,dont like what u see,SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!...



i mean,im not askin you to like ogle at me..its nt dat i hav anyting
to be ogled at.i noe i belong to the "unfortunate" looking one.
meaning,im nt that pretty and i dunt have that superest duperest
figure.wanna comment...just dont freakin look!!



anyway,skimpy for me,is like dressing like a prostitute.
I DONT FREAKIN DRESS LIKE A FREAKEN PROSTITUTE....
bahh~~...




man,im nt scolding or tegoring u on whutever u said to me.i noe its good
advice, but all i wore was that.but watever,we have different views on
certain things..bah~~

Making Out=Romantic?

i'd totally absolutely 100-percently say NO!
i mean.hw does making out shows how a person
is romantic?how did i come to this conclusion?
well,it certainly helps having loads of guy friends
and some horny little bitches as my girlfriends.


up to 95% of my guyfriends said making out is
absolutely romantic.but i only asked like 7 guys
but whatever.
like are u guys horny or what?!?!
i mean,if u truly love someone,it wudnt matter
if u have that making out session with the
other partner or not right?
can u imagine,like having a tongue-ing session
which is like YUCK!!!...and they think they are romantic??
HUH?!?!?!?!
with all that gross saliva dripping....fuck..im gaggin myself.
bah~




ok,im not saying that i truly am against kissing.
but isnt frenchin like yuck??!!?...I tink a passionate kiss
would be romantic.like u noe..
i-cant0live-without-u kiss.lovely ryte??..
sigh...im still waiting for ashton kutcher to share that kiss
with me.BUT WHAT THE HELL!!
its ashton kutcher!!!
i'd gladly share a bed(or even do somethin under the covers.haha)
with my ashton kutcher!!!

Reminders To Why I Dont Want/Need A Boyfriend

1.the word commitment is not in my
dictionary....YET
2.i wanna flirt.
3.he'll take note of my every move.
4.hates to "report strength" every one bloody
ass min.
5.hates having late night convo on the phone.
6.hates having late night boring convo on the phone.
7.hates making out.
8.hates having to feel guilty even when the mistake is as
small as an ant's droppings.
9.hates having to be considerate.
10.hates crying.
11.the list goes on...to maybe a 100.



sorry..but i just had to remind myself to why r/s are
a big noo noo for me..dont wanna end up being hurt
unknowingly again.FUCK!hate it when im full with emotions.

The Cult Called Emo-nology

haha.of cuz there isnt such a thing as that!!
i'm just bored and emo-ing away...
*sighs*
okay.so a guy and a girl get along so well.
like nothing can come between them.
for sure,the "other party" will have
that romantic feelings for the other one.
but the "other one" has only mutual feelings
for the "other party".that sucks right??
i mean, not that the "other party" has lack
of suitors, just that the "other party" thinks
better of the "other one".





so why cant they be together?lots of issues here.
maybe race issues?no no...priority issues??no no.
just plain,I DONT LIKE YOU THAT WAY.
how can it be that?you get along so well together and
not even a teeny weeny bit of liking "other party"?
bah..whatever.not that "other party" cant find another
"other one"...haha..honestly..are u guys followin me??




so i was bored,i decided to do some cool girl quizzes from
Lacey_Gracy's website...did i mention her blog was ultra cool?
bitch!

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world. And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

i happen to be a 100% girl!!HELLO!!..whut the hell..stupid quiz...

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 53% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot. You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on. And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you. Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Light Edges

What Hairstyle Is Right For You?

is that hairstyle kick ass or what?!?!?

absolutely loves it man!!!

HOW THE HELL DO I HAVE THAT HAIR?!?!?!

berlalu la sudah ramadhan,sebulan berpuasa

wahaha.omg!finally.hari raya is here!!
im so bloody excited cuz i can eat,eat,eat
and EAT SOMEMORE!!!!hmm...






OMG!!!..its here!!HARI RAYA IS HERREEE!!!




ok..im certified crazy.so anyway,my title is
of cuz,a text in malay.
it comes from a Hari Raya song,which means
...uh...i swear i dunt noe how to translate in english.
basically its just saying that one month of fasting has passed.
yup2.thats it.





okay.so i heard this ultimate shockin news.
my Ten Yr old Sister,note shes only in Primary 4
HAS A BLOODY FRENSTER!!!!
FRENSTER?!?!?






FRENSTER?!?!?





LIKE OMFG!!!!!!






i only started using frenster like whut?! a few yrs back???
and she has one when shes jus P4..
i dont think im goin to be surprised if she starts wearing make up
when shes P6.like what i see kids nowadays do.
like they dress up more den i do!!!
AND IM 17 BUT THEY'RE LIKE 12!!!!
what is happenin man....







sigh..so im supposed to be cleanin d house but im jus
wiping my computer desk everytime my mom comes in
d room.anyhoo,i'd better get back to doin stuff in d house.
tarah!

I Think I Laugh Too LOUD!!

i was having my laughing fits so suddenly
just now at 10.30 pm at bedok.
goodness i think i scared all the
people there,including those i
was out with.
haha.i scared them only because
they dont know me that well
and i dont know them that well.






ok.so on to something else.why isit
that whenever you wait for that
certain someone to sms you
they wont do so..and when
you gave all hopes about him msging you
then all of a sudden he sends u the sweetest msg?



hahah..man.im done bitchin!hes smsin
me right now!
so byeee!!!

Tak Leh Angkat Seh!!!!!

bahh...i like saying that phrase now.dont know why but
i just do.it means,"cannot take it any longer"
im bored man.




hey,in my area now,its so bloody breezy and its
such a cool night to hang out with ur frens under the
void deck.okay,i dont do this as often and i only hang out
with those im so bloody familiar ald.cept that they
live oh-so-fuckin far away from my area.that always
sucks.not having frens ard.sigh.i miss my frens.






i miss the times when i look so godforsaken dorky and
bein so bloody tomboy-ish.the only thing that sets me
apart from the other guys--->is my high pitched voice.
haha.yeah.back at the time when normal body parts
havent yet been shipped to me.hah.i miss being so bloody
defensive over small things and i miss getting all so bloody
excited just by listening to my crush's name.okay,i still do that
now but its just another feeling you noe?.haha.and i miss him.fuck
yes i do.after a long 6 yrs..yup.i guess first love doesnt fade off
that easily huh?







whatever.not that i miss him the whole of everytime.
its just now and then when u tend to think about the
past and unknowingly,he'll come to mind.LaLaLa.




who cares??.hey i just realised that every hairstyle Pink's
got on are superly-duperly-awesomely-absolutely-muthafuckinly-
HOT!!!wow.i'd love to get that hairstyle in her recent video "U+Ur Hand"
another great single from her.wow.you know that part when
she was punching the punchingbag..YEP!!!.that hair!!!cept that
mine will be purple and not pink.HOW THE HELL DO I SAY TO THE
HAIRSTYLIST I WANT THAT KINDA HAIR?!?!
PINK'S HAIR?!?!?....
i bet they'll just dye my whole bloody head PINK!!!





so i heard this new song by My Chemical Romance.
i tot it was good.it's called "Welcome to the Black Parade"
wow.the lead singer is achieving this whole new look now.
shorter hair,no more black or red stuff around his eyes that
makes him look as tho he doesnt get enough sleep.oh ya.
he has blond hair now.he looks so much cuter!!!anyway,heres
the vid.and since i got no more crap to type,i'd better just go do
some other shite.

Check Out My New Fuckin TimeTable!

i swear im gonna kill whoever scheduled my timetable!
i swear im gonna make him/her suffer!
i swear he/she dont have any children!
i swear and i swear and i swear somemore!!!

monday-->starts at ten in the morning and ends at 5 pm.
thats still ok man.

tuesday-->starts late and ends REALLY DAMN LATE.
from 4 pm to 10 fuckin pm!!!
TEN FUCKIN PM!!!
thats PURE EVIL for me..


wednesday-->11 am to 1 pm
why do i bother to even go to school that day??

thursday-->starts at early as 8 am to 4 pm.
well.thats manageable i suppose..


friday-->8 am to 12 pm
okay larr..



but wait!!wheres that particular OFF day that we initially had?!?!?
what bloody happened to it??
sighhh..it disappeared.
now i stand corrected coz i once thought that business courses
are the best.
POOH!!!

Unexpected.

every outings i've had with my wonderful
primary school friends had always been fun.but yesterday,
it wasnt even half the fun that we had always shared among
7 of us.





with new additions to the group and certain people's change of
attitude sometimes makes it so diffcult for me to have fun with the
"usual 7".so we're go as a group,but come back as two different cliques.
i hate cliques.





well,im not negative about meeting new people and letting them
have a share of the fun that the "usual 7" has but i thought the purpose of
the meet-up was to catch up and somehow,it ended up with having a
boring conversation with someone i barely know.thats no fun.
tried so hard to act like nothings wrong.but then reality sinks in that
nothings gonna be the same ever again.



like he's always with him(no.they're not gay.they are just always together.
god knows why.bt prolly i do,they're bestfrens!!!DUH?!?!)
and shes's hangin on tight to his arm like as if hes too bloody light and will
be swept away by the light breeze.(if theres anyone to be blown away,thats me ok)
and shes flirting with him,while the other her just glared at them and i was
left with the lame but fun him.hah.thank god for him.haha.
i realised i observed them too much.hmm.maybe i was bored.too bored.





now,theres not gonna be any "usual 7",we are now known as the
"usual 10" which im very uncomfortable with.









i miss the "usual 7"





*sobs.